I had no idea.

I had no idea who I was growing up. I chose acting because when I acted you seemed to like me more. So I acted so that you would like me more. As my sense of self changes and I base my identity less on what others think of me and more on what God thinks of me, I am losing my relationship to acting because it came from a problem with my self worth, rather than what I really wanted to do. When I ask myself then, without the spectre of that need, what it is that I want to do, my answer is...I don't know.